Ram Gopal Varma Cried in Guilt For ‘Satya’; Know Why. Ram Gopal Varma recently shared his feelings on his film Satya. The director shared a lengthy note on his official X handle. He shared his emotions and his experiences while making the film.
He said, “By the time SATYA was rolling to an end , while watching it 2 days back for 1st time after 27 yrs, I started choking with tears rolling down my cheeks and I dint care if anyone would see The tears were not just for the film, but were more for what happened since Making a film is like giving birth to a child originating from throes of passion without truly realising what kind of a child I am giving birth to That’s because a film is made in in bits and pieces without one really knowing what’s being made and when it is ready the concentration is on what others are saying about it and after that ,whether it’s a hit or not, I move on too obsessed with what’s next to reflect and understand the beauty of what i myself created Till 2 days back I ignored the countless inspirations it sparked by dismissing it as just another step in my journey towards an objective less destination Coming back to the hotel after the screening of SATYA, and sitting in the dark i I din’t understand why with all my so called intelligence, I did not set this film as a benchmark for whatever I should do in the future I also realised I didn’t just cry for the tragedy in that film but I also cried in joy for that version of myself .. And I cried in guilt for my betrayals of all those who trusted me due to SATYA”